A little introduction

Nothing I say will make a whole lot of sense. None of it will fit together. A lot of it will be from the countless stories I have created in my head. All of it will be from my heart. Please, read and enjoy. Comment with ways to fix my work. Don't water down how you really feel. Be harsh. I want to be as good as I can be. Help me achieve my goal.

12 August, 2013

Just Me


Breaking into hives

And cold sweats

Having panic attacks

And hot flashes

Forgetting how to breathe

Forgetting how to sleep

I don’t want to eat

I don’t want to drink

Please God

Make them leave me alone

They don’t understand

They never really will

I’m not sad

Just crazy

I’m not mad

Just disappointed

I need some time

To rebuild these walls

I need some peace

To quiet my mind

Why don’t they get it

Why can’t they see?

It’s never been them

It’s always been me.

Yes, well, about that...

I was supposed to be working on a new book. NOPE! I worked 3 jobs instead. So now I am back down to one job and its with photos so it's something I love. But I still haven't worked on that book. I started 3 but never finished them. I don't know what to do with myself.